when my dad told me to be brave, i replied him to be brave as well. when my dad told me if i have to cry out, cry out, its ok. at that point, my tears weren't able to held back and i started crying. i believed that my grandma would want to see us move on and stay strong.

i am not able to go for the gala. even if i can, i wouldnt have the mood too.

i love you!

 I love janelle koh ying rui

hello peeps! i was supposed to have this entry posted when i came home, but i was too lazy. so now is 1.10am and i didnt manage to study anything! omg.

What happened yesterday:
FNN WAS THE MOST ENTERTAINING AND LET-US-PLAY-TILL-THE-END-GAME TIME! HAHAHAHA
This was what happened during fnn (summarised version). 

• went over to gene's and see the new movies that are coming soon.
• ah nelle (janelle) came and took a look, then afterwards linger away.
• MY PHONE WAS ON THE TABLE and that whole row was empty. found my phone missing and asked everyone.
• when i asked ah nelle, she laughed literally!
• ashiq and friends were also playing along as well.
• called my phone and binu answered.
• blablablabla (conversation)
• ah nelle returned it to the rightful owner.

after school, waited for sara to finish with her trail oral and then headed to ikea for lunch together with janelle! got to say this because janelle and sara mentioned it just now before we boarded the taxi. first time going out with only both of them (somehow a date). ah nelle, i last time not with any guy then never go out! hahahha, at least we went out! so quite a wonderful trip though.

mentioning about ah nelle, my whole entry has her involving in them. YOU ARE SO FREAKING SKINNY AND FATLESS, MEATLESS AND WHATEVER LAH. HAHAHA. SINCE YOU WANT EVERYTHING BACK TO BE AT NORMAL, GAIN THOSE WEIGHT BACK! EATING 5 MEATBALLS AND SAID THAT YOU ARE FULL! BETTER EAT A LOT THE NEXT TIME WE GO OUT TO DINE! HAHA.

after ikea, went "jogging" with evelina, weiling and sara. sara and i wanted to go to fish farm to catch fishes but it was 14bucks and only for children. jotting down the number of the fish farm was hilarious. didnt really jog but went to search for crabssss because there were no fishes. we caught 15 crabs! (:  we saw a mudskipper near the shore but in the sea. hahah, dont know how to describe that. it was swimming slowly and moving towards the sea. AND THAT MUDDY THING TOOK US FOREVER TO TRY CATCHING IT! I THINK WE TOOK 1 HOUR PLUS OR SO. in the end, we gave up, of course. ehub for dinner and headed home.

tired but i couldn't sleep. so i dont know what is wrong with me! now it is getting real late, gonna run, bye!

it is already 2.30am and i am yet to go to sleep! haha. 

anyway, talked to isaac (akltg friend, 2 years ago). still have the beng looks though. eh, a relationship never ends when there is no topics to talk about! try to think of topics to talk then! (: good luck. 

tomorrow is youth day and supposed to go block 85 for dinner with sara, janelle, weiling, rina and evelina. but cancelled, so gonna make use of the time to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! haha.

ENGLISH ORAL IS ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!